I'm very troubled at this time.  My son is on spring vacation and is being a pain in the butt.  My husband and I had been drifting apart and he blamed it on me.  He said it was because I spend too much time on the computer.  He has been in a bad mood for weeks now.  When I tried to talk to him he would ignore me or grumble at me.  Then last night he wanted to confess something to me because he considers me his best friend.  He was apologizing for having "impure thoughts" about my dad's fiancee.  He was telling me about how he thought she was pretty and that she is strong.  He likes that in a woman.  Well I'm a nice person person and won't tell him that I find his oldest son attractive.  His oldest was the golden child.  Very easy to raise.  His son is hard working, easy going and smart.  I won't even tell my husband that when before we started dating, he wasn't my first choice.  I very attracted to a younger man who lived a couple houses over from me.  This man, it tall, handsome, hard working and very intelligent.  But he was also very weird.  On two occasions he started talking about how to murder someone and not get caught.  He apparently put a lot of thought into this.  Scary!  I just don't get it.  I'm a nice person and people treat me like crap.