Today was a pretty good day.  I had a couple crying spells.  I'm at that stage where I feel not-so-bad but far from 100%.  I'm afraid of doing anything to make myself feel horrible, again.  I still have some confusion, some paranoid thoughts, worry, anxiety, self-loathing, etc.  Today we went to church.  We are new there.  This time was the first time we saw them do prayer requests.  I help up my hand and a bunch of people came around me a prayed for me.  God is very good.  We went to my dad's house and we went on a drive with him and his fiance.  It was a nice drive.  We ate at a cute restaurant.  My son was very hungry so he got grumpy and we had trouble getting his order.  He got hyper a few times.  We had a nice time.