Mornings are very hard for me.   Getting up and starting the day can be frightening for me.  I was planning on going to work out today but I don't know now.  My legs ache and I'm afraid to let people see me cry if I do.  Maybe it would be putting too much strain on me because I'm recovering or maybe I should go and tought it out.  I'm so confused right now.  I'm not sure what to do.  I just feel so afraid.  It is raining & gloomy, again.  I just want to get better.