It seems to me I just put on this earth to be everyone's slave.  People are always wanting me to do things for them but rarely do stuff for me.  I have to work my schedule around everone else but they generally won't do the same for me.  My husband last night had me meet him at motorcycle dealership so his bike could be serviced.  At home I had a little less than 51 scout shirts waiting to have patches sewed to them that need to be done by tonight.  Also, we haven't had dinner yet.  He spots this drag race motorcycle that he loved and stared at it for around 45 minutes!  He knew I things to do!  We finanly leave and had dinner at Quizno's.  I told him how I felt.  I get home and start sewing.  Them my machine wouldn't sew right.  I tried to get it working proplerly but no use.  The machine is too old.  I've had it for around 20 years.  So I pack up the shirts and take them back to the scout leader's apt. and apologize for what happened to my machine.  She is busy, too and I felt bad if she had to sew them herself and work.  Sewing by hand would take too long.  I've been treated like a servant by many people my whole life.  My husband says my needs are important but he rarely acts like it.  Others I dealt with are just lazy.  When someone does do things for me, I feel guilty most of the time.  Maybe it is because I trained to think I'm susposed to do for others and no make others do for me.