Things are not good this morning.  The dog ran away and I found her in a neighbors back yard.  My son doesn't listen to me and he won't shut up.  He doesn't give me any respect.  My husband is too tired and too interested in damned reality TV shows to have sex anymore.  He says he loves me and gives me hugs and kisses.  He is always complementing me on things I do like meals I fix and projects I do.  I've tried to do things to make myself more attractive like join a gym to loose weignt, bought sexy new clothes to wear and new makeup.  I'm in my late 30's and started useing some new skin products not too long ago to look younger.  Since I started using them, I have been asked for I.d. twice for the first time in a loooong time when I buy alchohol.  I'm nice to him and pamper him.  I've done everything I could do, I'm about ready to give up.  I've had run-ins with cyber-bullies on other sites and have become really angry.  I yell all the time and am really grouchy all the time anymore.  It is not that I don't get enough medicine, it just that life sucks.