Well, I was a bad girl yesterday. Eric was susposed to go hiking with his scout troop. We got stood up, again by his fellow troop. I went home angry. Eric went out and played with friends outside and started drinking. I wrote an angry e-mail to the scout leaders how I was tired of this happening. I received some angry replies from them. Apparently they think this cub scout thing doesn't need to be taken seriously. My husband was out on his Harely with his biker buddies. I'm hungover now and suffering. I'm embarrassed by what I did. This is the sort of thing my mother would of done. I promised myself I wouldn't become her but I guess it can't be helped sometimes. In the night I looked a list of other scout troops in the area and was shocked to find there are lots of them! I'm thinking, "What am I doing putting with these idiots! Eric could join another troop." I sent another e-mail to the pack leaders telling them I was doing this. They made the the mess. They can clean it up.