My pneumonia is almost gone but I'm still having a hardtime. People treat me like I'm stupid. I'm tired of people telling me what to do. My husband came home in a bad mood. He starts getting on my son about stuff. I was resting and he gets mad at me about having the cat on the bed because he thinks the cat will get fleas on the bed. Then he gets mad a me about something I let me son do that he didn't think was right. I'm tired of living with so many rules! When someone rules with iron fist something going give! I'm cracking under the pressure of life. I know life wasn't going to be perfect but mine has been a series of miserable failures and crushing defeats. I don't really enjoy living anymore. I do what I can to get through each day.