Lonely

I have just recently graduated from a university and now living with my mom. I graduated with bachelors of science in civil engineering and no prospects of work. My boyfriend is living in Colorado going to school at the Colorado School of Mines and he has too much on his plate for me to even consider dumping everything on him. I miss him terebly. It looks like we won't be together for two years. Its been 5 days since I last seen him and I can't get over how misserable I am. I have no job, no friends, nothing to do except be on the internet looking for jobs. Im lonely, depressed, and I cry myself to sleep every night. I want to be in Colorado living with my boyfriend just to support him through his studies, but our parents wouldn't dare agree to that. I just want hope.