It is 12am I am wild awake.I am going to the library to read again, since it is so enjoyable.I should enjoy life.I get up at noon.I woke up early.I went to the gym.I am going to the library later.It is 7:30pm I came back from the library.I did not read much.I do not feel like reading.I bought sweet and sour pork with rice. It is almost 11pm I went to take a walk.I went to buy coffee.I feel alittle angry.It is raining alittle.JUst 5 mintunes after I came back.I start to feel hate again.I hate everything.I hate to live.I hate.....