It is 12am my mother left.I am all alone in the house.I am listening to the internet radio.It is good.What should I do today?It is 3pm I am sitting here again feeling hopless.I do not have money to have a business on ebay.I have no motivation.I start to feel depress again.I should take a break this month.I am just waiting to go to bed.waiting........It is 5:15pm I  went to the gym.I did some exercise.I was looking the the sexy instructor.I will try to see her again.There is nothing I can do! I hate to live.It is 7:30pm I had dinner.I am so full.I am going to do the same thing again.I went out and sit in the car.I feel better.It is 11pm I am  angry again.I think about the people that I hate.......