It is tuesday.It is depressing.I get up at 1.I went  out buy something to drink.I am sitting infront of the computer....It is 8pm I finished dinner.I had a good dinner.I do not know where to go to get an x ray for volunteer work.It is 11:00pm I went to the bar.I feel good at the bar.I sit there for half an hour.I am now just waiting to get tried like everynight.