It is 2am I came back from the club.I drove about half an hour.I do not feel like sleeping.I am angry again.Hated this world.I woke up so early this morning I still do not want to sleep.I think I am better off alone the rest of my life.Some people are better off alone.It is 4:30pm I did not sleep last night.I feel horrible.I took the herb and get a massage.I feel better.I still feel shaking and unstable.It is 6:30pm I feel angry.I took some herb again.I am tried but cannot sleep.