It is thursday.I can go out tonight.I get up at 2.Quite late.My coach did not email me yet.I just want to go out and have fun.Can't I make work fun?It is almost 6 I took a walk.I feel more relax.I feel happier.Good because it does not cost.I sent out an email to volunteer work place.I did something today.I worry about volunteer work now.I think life is just how we process things in our brain.OUr brain is always in pain.My brain is always depress.We still have to work.It is 8:15pm I came back from dinner.It was not that good.I should go out tonight.It is 11:15pm I am depress sitting at home just waiting to get tried.If I go out I will still feel depress why spend money for nothing?