My coach email me back.He need payment.I knew it.I will try to gather the money.I worry I will not have the money.I feel tried today.I just want to lay on the sofa.It is 7:30pm I got up still feel good.I think is not worth it to pay that much.He really knows alot though.I am starting to shake again.I need to take some herb.It is 11pm I feel so awake I think is the herb.I do not feel like sleeping at all.I feel like partying.I have to wait till weekend.