I woke up early today.I feel depress.I try to think what should I do now.What the fuck should I do now?It is 7pm i did not do shit today.Just worrying all day.I am pushing myself to do something.I am just feeling bad all day like always.It is just 8:30pm I am very angry.I have to listen to house music but the club is not open.I am just sitting at home feeling depress like always.I think I should just die.Why live?