It is a monday.I starts to feel bad.I worry that I cannot learn the ebay business.Life is just worry and depress.I hate to live.I cannot find a job.I think I should do volunteer work.What should I tell them if they ask me what do I do?I do not want to do anything or learn anything.What is easy in life? I try so hard.Try to do well.I still cannot find what I want to find.So as other people.I thought I can be better.Maybe I am internally.It is 11:15pm I feel alittle depress.I drove my father to the airport.It was hard to see.It was raining and dark.I need to have some fun.