It is almost 3am I do not feel like sleeping.I am still high from the club music.I think it took the tension from me.The house is so quiet it is painful.One of my friend on DS respond.I thought she does not want to answer.It is just my negative thinking.I have to think postive about people.There are nice people.It is 7:30pm It was a short day.My parent and I went to Friday's.It was close.I feel like I am just living.I eat, sleep.I try to fight off depression everyday.I am living for no reason