It is 1am I came back from the club.i came back early because I do not like the music.I do not feel like sleeping.The house  is so quiet it is painfull. It is almost 6:30pm I came back from the mall.I am not depress.I might go to the club tonight.Tomorrow is president's day.I should party hard.It is almost 8.I went to have dinner with my parent.I did not say much at the resturant.I feel depress.I am thinking I can never be indepent. It is still raining.I am sit at home feeling all alone.Just another depressing night.