Today I went to buy ticket at the club.It was easy and not expansive.I came back feeling empty again.No one will come up to me and makes me feel better.Only at the strip club.I keep thinking about how people laugh at me.I have to try some herb.It is 7pm I am feeling angry again.I hate everything.I am not hungry.It is 8pm I had dinner.I force myself to eat my mother's cooking.What should I do now?It is 10:30 I am alittle depress at home again.It is so cold outside.I have to use a face mask next time.