It is a tuesday.People are excited about the ingauration.I am not interested.I woke up at 3am today, then went back to sleep.I still do not feel like studying.I should find a job.I feel clam.It is 4:30 I feel better.I push myself to go to the gym.I push myself but still cannot do much.I might go to see that moive.MY depression finally stop, but I still feel empty.I should just keep my mind busy.I should enjoy myself.I should party.It is 8:15 I keep thinking the people that I hate.In life I hate.