I woke up at 2pm.I went to have lunch with my mother.I eat too much.I feel like I have to do some work.It is 4:45 I am so bored.I just want to have fun.It is 7 I feel empty.I feel like I did so much but still no result with dating.It is not because of me.It is just how they think.They will not do what I want them to do.I think that happen to everyone.I hate to live.It is 9:30 I ate something for dinner.I was not very hungry.I rent a movie.It was sick, very bloody.