I woke up at about 6am this morning.I feel good.I feel like I can go to work.I feel like I can work hard.I found a trading school.It is only 500 dollar.When I have the money I can go there.I am just waiting to go to get  a massage.It is almost 7pm I finailly got a masssage.I do not like the massure.I hope not all of them are like that.I have no interest.I always said I have to find a special lover.I still cannot find her.It is 9:15pm I am depress, cannot find an interest.We are just trape in our society.We have to work to make money, or we will be homeless.I keep thinking about that.