I woke up early today.I keep thinking about the councelor did not believe me.I cannot do anything about it.I am not that depress today, so far.Maybe is the running from last night.It is 5pm I came back from the mall with my parent.I feel like I have nothing to live for.Worry, sad, bored.It is 9:15pm I worry about if I have enough money to get a massage this week.