I woke up so early this morning.I drank alittle last night.i did feel better.I am depress hunger for attention again.It is 11:30pm I feel better.I guess I am just tried because I woke up early.When I think about the whisky taste, I want to throw up.I will not become an alcholictMy mind.just my mind is going insane.I cannot find an interest.I keep thinking about the negative things in life.It is 9:15pm I feel upset again, but less depress.I hate to live.It is 10:30pm tomorrow there will be a party at the club.Alright!