I woke up feel upset.I went to the park.I feel clam now.I feel high right now.My legs are alittle sore.I may over exercise.My mother is coming back next week.It is 5:15pm I waiited till now.Time goes fast.I still think about the negative things is life.I hate to be human.I remember a bar open on thursday.I can go there on thursday.I am not happy because the things I am looking for is hard to find.I will have to pay for that.I have been looking for a long time.It is 8pm I went out to buy dinner.I feel depress when I get out of the house.My negative thinking came back.I wish I do not need anyone.It is almost 12 I am feeling down.I think about it is such a bad world.Why I have to live?