I woke up early again.It is a good sign.I can sleep better.I feel tried today.I just want to lay in bed.It is almost 5:30pm I am upset again.Maybe I should go to the club.It is 10:30 pm I came back.I did not go to the bar.I went  to drink some soda,, then I went mc donald.The house is so quiet.Is it because I am alone?