I woke up early this morning.It is a moday.Nothing interesting.I feel upset.Time will go slow.I am obsessive about saving.It is almost 5pm I went to get a massage.I feel good.I just need some attendion and touch, not conversation.It is almost 9:30pm I did not eat.I am not hungry.I just want to eat something sweet.I went buy green tea ice-cream.I went to take a long walk.I feel alittle high.I can exercise now! Alright.I can use exercise to fight my depression.It is 10pm I ran out of things to do.I just sit and wait for tomorrow.