I feel at peace today.However, it will not last very long.I have enough money to use.My mother is coming back soon.I do not like her, but I need her to do things.I do not need to get a massage like most sundays.I will need to later.It is 9pm I am alone in the house.I  have to go see doctors.I hate that.I have to see him for life.I am just alone talking to myself waiting for tomorrow; another depressing day.