I woke up at 2.I feel guity because I sleep too much. I think buy slamo for lunch is too expansive.Why do I have to eat slamo instead of something cheaper? I am not depress now.I have nothing interesting to do.I keep thinking life is so hard.It is not worth it to live.I have to keep on living.I do not know what for.Because there are people who care about me, but I still feel depress.Damn damn damn.It is just my mind.Today I did some running.I did feel alittle high.It is 10pm I stlill feel good.I cook today.The fish turns out good.I really like it.