I feel quite good today.I went to lunch with my mother.I finally ask her to fund me of learning the trading program.She will have to ask alot of questions.Yeah we are talking about money here.I called up the volunteer work, which is the employment center I was going.Tonight I can go to the club.It is 6:00pm I still feel good.I am just waiting to get hurgry.It is 8pm I feel alittle upset.I think about how people laugh at me.Why do I have to hate?