I woke up late today.I feel so upset.I feel depress and worry.I do not why I have to keep living.I sitting at home feeling empty and hopeless.It is 9pm I feel depress.Time goes very slow.I want to spend money.It is 10pm my mood went back up.I feel alot better.Maybe is because I drank that soybean drink.Tomorrow I can go to the club.It is almost 11.I do not feel like sleeping.I will stay up until I get sleepy.