It is 3 am I do not feel like sleeping.I came back from the club.I feel upset but cannot get high fuck.I hate life.At 9:15 I finally feel high.I feel better now.It is 2:00 I feel bad again.I do not feel like eating.I hate everything.At the end I have to spend the god damn money to feel better.It is 7:30pm I have to eat something.I have to go to the club.