I woke up earlyer.I took my mother to the lab.I am feeling  ok so far.I have not hear from my friends.It is 4:15pm I feel alittle depress again.I cannot think of anything I can do.I hate everything.It is 8:15pm I think about how people laugh at me.I worry about if I can do anything, a job.It is only tuesday.time goes very slow.....