I feel really good today.I woke up very early feeling high.I am going to the  labrary to find a book about ebay.I the afternoon,I start to feel time drag on.I start to think about what people did to me in the past.Starts to feel upset and depress.I am looking at the computer does not want to do anything.It is night,I do not feel like sleeping,I have to get out of the house.I came back,I  think about those people who laugh at me.......