I went to get a massage, but I still feel alittle depress.i have to go out tonight.That means I have to spend money.The driving job manager tell me to call on Wednesday.I can go out on tuesday night.I can go to the club.I have to do something spicy.I cannot think of any.I am not getting email back from some of my friends on dailystrenght.Maybe they are busy.I really do not look forward to work.I am a hard worker, but I feel bad going to work.It is the anxiety or depression.I guess I am just forcing myself to work.