I am sitting infront of the computer again,like I do every day. I am not feeling depress yet, but I will feel suffering later. If I feel suffering I will go to get a massage. Then I will tell myself that I have to do something or I will not have enough money. Because I spend all of the money on massage. I will repeatingly said the same thing in my mind.If I stay in the house long enough I will feel depress. There goes another day.