Not good!
Today is starting out so bad for me. Right now is all I can do is cry. They are doing this surgery in two parts instead of one. They want to put the tube in my back throught the kidney on Wednesday and the surgery on Thrusday. My depression my anxiety and panic is so bad right now. I feel, scared and feel alone and I just need some support to help me get through this. Please say a prayer for me and just drop me a note to help me get through this.
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Good Morning Maureen,
I am saddened to hear that you aren\'t doing well this morning. I\'m certan the procedure will go well but I know the anxiety and depression surrounding the entire procedure can seem overwhelming. I am praying for you each day up until Thursday and beyond. There is a special bond with the friends on this site because of our ties that bind. We feel and know what each other are going through. Don\'t feel that you are ever alone and know that you have a host of new friends that will pray and see you through this. I am online all day and feel free to write for an immediatel response. Remember...God is and awesome God and he nevers gives us more than we can handle. Take care my friend.
Robert
Thankyou Robert. I heard from the doctor today and I\'m going in Wednesday to put the tube into my kidney. He told me he has never seen a stone as big as that in all of his time practicing. Plus they are in both which is very scary for me. Thankyou for your prayers for they are much needed.
Maureen