Hey Dadjust me again...looking for the anchor and compass to get myself back on track. Think i put my foot in at work again today! I just never know when to keep my mouth shut..but if something is wrong then someone has to say something. I said something..waiting for the fallout now...will put a crash hat on and hope for the best I suppose. Some of the supervisors and exe's are total tools here...and i can't let them get away with treating workers like crap.. told the person that has the pull what was going on..just hope it doesn't come back and bite me in the bum later!!Apart from that today is still  one of those days.  not sure why.. maybe its just an off day, maybe its because i so badly want to tak to you for real, maybe I need a kick up the bum.. whatever it is i hope it passes soon and I can find something happy to hold on to by the end of the day. Damn it, bugga it, crap it, its not fair, my Dad SHOULD be here.. can't even cry for gawds sake!!!life really does suck at times!I love you Dad, miss you, still wishing for the impossibleMargyXXXXXX