Hey Dad, I'm still smiling from the Shane memory.I was scared that I would forget the sound of your laughter, the soft "hurmp"you would make, the voice that so often would calm me down and ease my pain.I haven't forgotten, I can hear you clearly....it comes like the tide with memories...so I know you are here looking after me, and that for me is so so comforting.I will never lose that ..... I know that now, maybe with time I will be able to get through most days without needng to  hear your voice, but right here right now, I need it.