Hey Dad, today is a bittersweet day. Port Adelaide are playing in the grand final. You so wanted to see them make it to a final, today they will play, but you won't be here to cheer them on. I hope they win, just for you!!!!!Today i have smiled a little, sobbed a little, gotten angry a lot!!!!! I want you back Dad, I'm selfish and want you back for me, not for anyone else..just me!!!!!!Bugga those damn doctors, why didn't they see the cancer years before.... they say it had been there for years!!!!!! You might still be here if they had not been such..*&%#$*&% .
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Go for it Dilli. That\'s why you have a journal - get it down in black and white so you can vent your anger at the whole damn world, and your friends here will cheer you on. I hope Port Adelaide win too!! for you and your dad. I hope, too, that the smiles get more and the anger gradually gets less. God Bless, dear friend. Hugs for today and tomorrow.