Life has gotten a lot better for me since I last wrote in here.  I've been able to cope with doing things on my own.  I hope someday to meet someone special that enjoys some of the same things that I do....especially outdoor activities.   I have gone out  on a few dates, but nothing serious yet.   I'm kind of taking a break from the dating thing for awhile.  I was working for awhile as a nanny....but right now I'm helping my Mom.