I LOST MY HUSBSAND,WHO WAS ALSO MY BEST FRIEND ON MAY 4,2007. HE WAS THE KIND OF GUY WHO KNEW HOW TO DO JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND I RELIED ON HIM SO MUCH. I'M STARTING TO REALIZE I'M CAPABLE OF MORE THEN I THOUGHT. MY FAMILY HAS BEEN A BIG HELP,ESPECIALLY AT FIRST. I REALIZE THOUGH, THAT I HAVE TO DO THINGS FOR MYSELF, WHICH IS VERY HARD. THE EVENINGS ARE VERY DIFFICULT. I HAVE TWO SMALL DOGS AND A CAT WHICH HELP FILL THE VOID. OH WELL, LIFE GOES ON, AND HOPEFULLY AS TIME GOES BY I WILL BECOME STRONGER.