Yuck
I am growing very weary of RA! It's only been 5 months and I am so sick of hearing myself talk about it, hell I am dreaming about it. When will this self involvement end? I really would like to get back to my own little life, without a monumental hurdle to jump over daily. I know I have to learn to deal but this is just ridiculous; I feel like I am becoming one of "those" people who just spends way too much time considering options, babying myself, being babied and just having these thoughts on the forefront of my mind..........Yuck
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Me too! I was talking to a complete stranger this morning at the fitness center! I\'m one of \'them\'... oh no!
thank\'s I needed a giggle!!! Trish
I know what you mean. I felt this way when I was dxed w/ chronic fatigue and RA 3 years ago. I got tired of all my conversations being about sickness. It took me quite a while to get passed that. I think I was just trying to get a handle on what was happening in my life; especially since I cld no longer do anything. The first year I was housebound, bed bound, and recliner bound. That was the hardest. But after about 2 years I started to rewrite my story. Now I look forward to sewing, quilting, projects, writing, and reading every day.... and my hubbie and dogs. I still no longer work, but hopefully I can soon. I can at least drive a car now and go to the movies. Something I cld not do for a LONG long time. It gets better. And you can let go and grab on to the new and different life. Or at least that \'s what happened for me. Much luv and peace to you. xo Sun
Sun gotta say I love you. You give me hope. Thanks; where are you? Later Trish