I just cant believe how good it feels to finally have conquered life. I was just takin a walk down memory lane and reading some old journal entries. In my entry dated 9/13 I wrote:"That feeling. That aweful feeling. I had to deal with it all day at work. Go figure the first day they have 8 hours for me and I can barely function. That feeling. Like a throbbing pain, gnawing at every fiber of me. How will I pay the mortgage? Will I ever find someone? What are my parents going to think?"I read this. Smiled. And cried. I still dont know how I am paying my bills. I think My Creator is helping me in His miraculous way. I found several someones. One whom I really like and says he really likes me. My parents, well, they are my parents. They never did a song and dance or lit sparklers to celebrate the event. But my relationship hasnt changed. Life Is Good! Amen!