yeah, it is hard to not like him tho. Even if he is bad for me. He was the one who really got me out of my shell in the beginning and cus of that he will always have a little place with me. I was so scared to be single again till I met him. Now I am happy and functioning and... well... he had a big part in it. I still want to talk to him. So far as friends he has been attentative and sweet and a good guy. he really made me smile today. So maybe the pressure is off now. Now he can just be himself and I can do the same. Since he is no longer a guy to me, I will now refer to him as my pal SToday was wierd before I talked to him tho.Worked 8-11a... short shift, then went to get my brother. He wanted to get his boat off the lake today cus it was not as cold as it will be, lol. So I picked him up at the marina where he dropped off his truck and trailor. We went back to his house and I was drinkin SoCo at noon. its all he had besides beer. We finished those then we hopped in the boat to take it to the marina... Welp... we are a lil silly so we took it out for a last ride. Holy crackers it was cold. i had no lips by the end, but it was fun. missin summer already...But we are expecting flurries!!!! WOO HOO!!! ski season is right aroudn the corner, yes thats right, I am that one in a 1000 that loves snow! My Pal S is workin tonite and promised to call and wake me if it does flurry. I wanna be awake! LOLyall are gonna kill me...Oh the weather outside is frightfulBut the fire is so delightfulAnd since we've no place to goLet it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!It doesn't show signs of stoppingAnd I've bought some corn for poppingThe lights are turned way down lowLet it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!When we finally kiss goodnightHow I'll hate going out in the storm!But if you'll really hold me tightAll the way home I'll be warmThe fire is slowly dyingAnd, my dear, we're still goodbyingBut as long as you love me soLet it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!When we finally kiss goodnightHow I'll hate going out in the storm!But if you'll really hold me tightAll the way home I'll be warm.The fire is slowly dyingAnd, my dear, we're still goodbyingBut as long as you love me soLet it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow...!