all is right with the world... I am very peaceful now.The cop guy saga ends. He told me he is done with dating for a while, but we can be friends. I said ok. sounds fine. There is somethig wrong in him. I dunno if hes just overly hurt or if there is a chemical problem. Lord know Ive had my share of both. But he called out for a friend. He said he needs it. But not to expect more. I am glad because he has been confusing me. At least now, I dont have to wonder. He is my friend. And I will be there for him and do what I can to help him thru this ugly time. Maybe I was sent into his life. Too bad I still think he is hott. LOL. gotta tell him not to stop by in uniform anymore or I will dream about him.My g/f called. wanted to do dinner. I have lived in my house for 4 years and she has never been here. I always wanted her to come and last time, she wanted to come... But my walls were all blank spaces that my ex left behind. We went out for pizzza. We talked about online dating. It ws fun... the anecdotes that come out of meeting these people. She had some gems. She, however, is ashamed of this. i cant understand that. I have met many people that feel the same. I am not ashamed in the slightest. I cant imagine a better way to look for people. Bars and clubs... I dont do them often and its shady when u are there. Work? I cant date anyone from work. And my church has no single men... So, at elast online you can start a series of conversations and, if you are careful, you can move on to meeting. At least there is les question about their status, unless they are lying. ah well... just a good nite. an evening of clarity. happy song. I love it. Its poppy and catchy and puts a smile on my facePaolo Nutini. New shoes.Woke up cold one tuesday,I'm looking tired and feeling quite sick,I felt like there was something missing in my day to day life,So I quickly opened the wardrobe,Pulled out some jeans and a T-Shirt that seemed clean,Topped it off with a pair of old shoes,That were ripped around the seams,And I thought these shoes just don't suit me.CHORUS:Hey, I put some new shoes on,And suddenly everything is right,I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and everybody's smiling,It so inviting,Oh, short on money,But long on time,Slowly strolling in the sweet sunshine,And I'm running late,And I dont need an excuse,'cause I'm wearing my brand new shoes.Woke up late one thursday,And I'm seeing stars as I'm rubbing my eyes,And I felt like there were two days missing,As I focused all the time,And I made my way to the kitchen,But I had to stop from the shock of what I found,A room full of all my friends dancing round and round,And I thought hello new shoes,Byebye them blues.CHORUSTake me wondering through these streets,Where bright lights and angels meet,Stone to stone they take me on,I'm walking to the break of dawn. (x2)CHORUS (x2)Take me wondering through these streets  

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Wasn\'t meant to be and I\'m glad you\'re peaceful about that. No point wasting time on \"wasn\'t meant to be\". From where I sit I didn\'t like him!LOL! You need someone who will be stable and make you happy! I once heard someone say that you should marry someone who has fewer problems than you do. The trick there is that when you love someone you don\'t see their problems, you just THINK they have fewer problems and are crazy about them. Just a thought... the thought for the day... ;-)
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yeah... I think thats why I still liked him, I wasnt seeing his faults. I was coming here and getting help to find them, lol. My only problem now is cus he is soooo cute. And he still wants to be pals. How can I be pals with someone I am overly attracted to. lol. Well I am used to eye candy at work, so I guess I have to work on putting him in the \"do not touch\" catagory.
Lots to chew on today... have a little bit of work to keep my mind of off this... but the rest of the day is open for daydreaming. Maybe I will finally clean my kitchen cabinets. redirect that energy!
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Well, if you want someone to \"find fault\" you\'ve come to the right person! Really though, I was worried about your attraction to him.
Just an old mother hen here, wanting to to see you settled and happy with someone kind and gentle and respectful and stable and loving and OK hot too! ;-)