Cop guy didnt call, stop bye, chat, AIM, email, nothin. And suddenly I am attached. I found myself in tears on my way home from Menards with my new mop, listening to sad songs thinking.... why doesnt he love me?!Thats when I realized I was PMS'ing. Yep, and so enters my old pal, this morning. At least I was able to separate my girlie imbalance from real, validated pain. I had half a mind to call him and yell at him before I realized what was happening. The body and mind of a woman is amazing. aint it?Last nite was awesome. Once I returned to a sane mind. I lit my first fire of the season, and put in a movie. I fell asleep within 15 minutes of starting it and woke up snuggled by cats and watching the credits roll. oh well. It was a dumb movie I netflixed for my ex before he left. I kinda wanted to see it, but I apparantly wanted a nap more.I adore Jason Mraz. his voice is smooth, his lyrics are poetic. I am obsessed. If you need a goooood cd, I highly suggest Mr. A-Z. Its got something for everyone. I got it last Christmas and I have yet to tire of it. Lots of good thinks to think. This one is the first one on the disc. Its a nice reminder. I can't remember if I put this on another entry. Life Is WonderfulIt takes a crane to build a craneIt takes two floors to make a storyIt takes an egg to make a henIt takes a hen to make an eggThere is no end to what I'm sayingIt takes a thought to make a wordAnd it takes some words to make an actionAnd it takes some work to make it workIt takes some good to make it hurtIt takes some bad for satisfactionAh la la la la la la life is wonderfulAh la la la la la la life goes full circleAh la la la la life is wonderfulAh la la la la laIt takes a night to make it dawnAnd it takes a day to make you yawn brotherAnd it takes some old to make you youngIt takes some cold to know the sunIt takes the one to have the otherAnd it takes no time to fall in loveBut it takes you years to know what love isAnd it takes some fears to make you trustIt takes some tears to make it rustIt takes the dust to HAVE it polishedAh la la la la la la life is wonderfulAh la la la la la la life goes full circleAh la la la la la la life is wonderfulAh la la la laIt takes some silence to make soundAnd it takes a loss before you found itAnd it takes a road to go nowhereIt takes a toll to make you careIt takes a hole to MAKE a mountainAh la la la la la life is wonderfulAh la la la la la life goes full circleAh la la la la la la life is wonderfulAh la la la la la life is meaningfulAh la la la la la la life is wonderfulAh la la la la la life is meaningfulAh la la la la la la life is full ofAh la la la la la life is so full of lovetime to go snuggle on the couch with my cats and my Midol.
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LOL! So glad you were able to see what was going on!
Sparky, glad you were able to rationalize your feelings but here comes the words of the ole biddy. You are too newly single, very sensitive and all those other things. Sounds like mr cop knows how the hook the fish, reel it in and then let it dangle. Be careful, I know you say he is hot and all that but sounds a bit dangerous to me. It bothered me to read how you wrote he just dropped by and \"lighted\" you, that would scare the shit out of me...just please be careful and stay safe. Olive Garden sounds good to me, I am sitting here counting the days for Applebees to open so we don\'t have to drive 30 miles to get to a halfway decent restaurant. We ate at the casino the other night and it was so sub par it wasn\'t funny, then to make matters worse we dropped 80$ into the damn slots. Thank goodness sanity prevailed before I spied another ATM machine on the way out the door. LOL...oh well, I would have spent the money on something dumb anyway...like new boots boohooo. Take care, enjoy the \"fire\" nights, I am using the fans again during the day as the weather while not hot is warm enough to make the house stuffy. I sure wanted those new boots too!!!!
thats why I did consult my sister about it. She was concerned (as was I) till we realized he moved here for the fiance who cheated on him. he is from a few states away and doesnt know anyone here. He works nites so meeting people is hard. He is vulnerable in his own way. I appreciate ure advice and, trust me, I am watching it. I keep rereading this entry and laughing cus I cant believe how silly I was last nite. Computer guy called. He wants to take me out tonite. So onward olive garden and boy #2.