an adventure everyday. Let me tell ya. Cop guy stopped by yesterday. I couldnt resist. He looks so good in the uniform. I was walkin to my mailbox (down the street) and he shined the spotlite on me. He came up to me and kissed me. It was very sassy because it felt sooo forbidden. Computer guy wants to take me to olive garden. i will not say no. whatever. I cant keep up with my newfound social life. This weekend... more haunted houses. the good ones... I am sooo excited. And my ex's friends are soo accepting of me. they are being more supportive than my own jerk friends. My one main girlfriend called me a month ago and I told her what was goin on. havent heard from her since. Who cares. I got boys and ds... and ex's friends. Which is pretty random. But whatever. I have been in the best mood. Nothin can break it. Even the fact that I have no idea how I am paying my mortgage! Who cares. My brother said we should do a sibling ski tri pout to Monarch in Co. Now in a better mood! I shoulda left that child years ago.... I have loved this song since I was young. My brother and sister were huge Blues Traveler fans. I would sing this along to their cassette tapes in my bedroom. Yes. Into a hairbrush.optimistic thought. When she wakes it seems so shadyShe remembers she's a ladyAh but could it be that maybeShe was having lots of funShe sees she's wearing leatherIn her navel there's a featherShe just has to crack a smileAnd close her eyes, her prayer begunLife I embrace youI shall honor and disgrace youPlease forgive if I replace youYou see I'm going through some painBut now I see clearlyAnd the dawn is coming nearlyAnd though I'm human and it's earlyI swear I'll never forget againAn explorer he went wanderingTo satisfy his ponderingBasically meanderingUnsure of what he'd findBraving any dangerBut to his family he's a strangerAnd from time to time he turns aroundAnd this runs through his mindLife I embrace youI shall honor and disgrace youPlease forgive if I replace youYou see I'm going through some painBut now I see clearlyAnd the dawn is coming nearlyAnd though I'm human and it's earlyI swear I'll never forget againThere's a multitude of storySome is clean and some is goryBut there is no need to worryIf you're sold or if you're boughtWe're just spinning on some graniteThat we like to call a planetAnd if you need to contemplateWell here's an optimistic thoughtLife I embrace youI shall honor and disgrace youPlease forgive if I replace youYou see I'm going through some painBut now I see clearlyAnd the dawn is coming nearlyAnd though I'm human and it's earlyI swear I'll never forget again