Soo busy. Cant stand it. Have barely had a few minutes to hop on and check my mail, email and messages here. I am sucking at being a good friend reading ure entries. I am just not on top of it right now. Things are good tho. A few days of work came up and a few more for next week. I sold my wares at a vendor fair today and have a show tomorrow. I am also going to rent out a stall of my garage to a guy from work for a few extra bucks a month. Things are looking up.On the downside he has called 3 times this week. He wants to tell me all about his life down there and his job and he wants to hear abou tmy day and stuff. he didnt wanna hear about it when we were together. I worry a bit about him. I took care of him. Now he is alone and I am brushing him off. My mind is i a decent place until he calls. Then...I wanna scream at him. I wanna be mean to him. I wanna make him feel like I used to. Am I horrible? I dont know. I dreamt about the perfect man. Do dreams ever come true. This song sounds so much more special when you actually hear it... But it is what it is. The Cranberries. No Need to Argue.There's No Need To Argue Anymore. I Gave All I Could, But It Left Me So Sore. And The Thing That Makes Me Mad, Is The One Thing That I Had, I Knew, I Knew, I'd Lose You. You'll Always Be Special To Me, Special To Me, To Me. And I Remember All The Things We Once Shared, Watching T.V. Movies On The Living Room Armchair. But They Say It Will Work Out Fine. Was It All A Waste Of Time. 'cause I Knew, I Knew, I'd Lose You. You'll Always Be Special To Me, Special To Me, To Me. Will I Forget In Time, Ah, You Said I Was On Your Mind? There's No Need To Argue, No Need To Argue Anymore. There's No Need To Argue Anymore. Ouuu, Ouuu, Ouuuu... Special. I hope to find some time tomorrow evening to catch up. Much love to you all till then.
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So glad you\'re busy and things are good. That\'s what counts. It must be crazy making that he keeps calling but maybe you can take a little bit of satisfaction in the fact that HE misses you more than you miss him. I guess these things aren\'t ever really clean and simple are they? The important thing is that you keep strong and happy and don\'t worry about DS. That\'s what it\'s all about! ;-)
Glad you are busy, means your are not drowning in self pity. Sounds like ex is either bored out of his gourd or thinking you are worried about him. T
OOPs I hit a key and away my comment went. SO>>>Tell him youre happy for him, say how nice like ya mean it and tell him ya gotta go. Sounds like things are working well for you. Keep at it, youre young and have a long long time to get there, and yes somewhere their is someone out there. You just need to be out there too. Like that Reba song, \"somebody in the next car, somebody in the coffee shop that you walk by every day\". Not exactly right, but love the video LOL...have a good week SparkyC, still do not know who daughters b/f\'s sparky is though. Still think it is a made up person. Maybe I will check his website to see if it has been updated, they have been busy at his work so don\'t know if their webperson has had a chance. I need to go look anyway, his program won best morning show and the afternoon dj got best dj all around and their station won for best country station. It is a good station, his show is pretty good too....take care....lorelei
We are all in and out of DS at points of our lifes. I know what your saying about how you are fine until he calls. It\'s a mind game they play, just keep your distance and continue on your journey. Time and space heals...