Today so boring. Cant even function. Slept really good last nite. Been a while for that. Too much happening in the house. Boxes everywhere... yet he still isnt close to done packing. Should I do it for him? Nope... two days from now I will be eating my damn macaroni bites on the couch of my familys lake house watching gilmore girls... Tonite is church with ma. We have dinner after. My mom wants to see him. She said he is welcome to stop in and have a drink. My dad and brother refused to see him. oops. Tomorrow is the last nite with my husband. I am afraid I will be sad. I am afraid I will get weak. I never wanted this to happen. Avril Lavigne. Fall to peicesI looked awayThen I look back at youYou try to sayThe things you can't undoIf I had my wayI'd never get over youToday's the dayI pray that we make it throughMake it through the fallMake it through it allAnd I don't wanna fall to piecesI just want to sit and stare at youI don't want to talk about itAnd I don't want a conversationI just want to cry in front of youI don't want to talk about itCuz I'm in love with youYou're the only oneI'd be with till the endWhen I come undoneYou bring me back againBack under the starBack into your armsAnd I don't wanna fall to piecesI just want to sit and stare at youI don't want to talk about itAnd I don't want a conversationI just want to cry in front of youI don't want to talk about itCuz I'm in love with youWanna know who you areWanna know where to startI wanna know what this meansWanna know how you feelWanna know what is realI wanna know everything, everythingI'm in love with youCuz I'm in love with youAnd I'm in love with youI'm in love with youAnd I don't wanna fall to piecesI just want to sit and stare at youI don't want to talk about itAnd I don't want a conversationI just want to cry in front of youI don't want to talk about itCuz I'm in love with youI'm in love with youCuz I'm in love with youI'm in love with youI'm in love with you